Torn

I have been doing some thinking since I've gotten my HA's, and I'm starting to feel 'torn' in a way... I grew up HoH but never wanted to admit it or share it with anyone. Then I got into music, and DEFINITELY was ashamed to divulge that I had problems hearing/understanding people/lyrics. Fast forward to now, and I've somehow mustered the courage to try and help myself a little, but now I feel caught in-between the Deaf and hearing worlds. Being a musician makes it feel even weirder, and I don't know what to think about myself sometimes, or where I quite fit in... :/